Saturday, August 16, 2025
Demolitions in the West Bank
Friday, August 15, 2025
Interlude - a pedestrian account
I took a break this week from the pain and horror of our current world.
On Wednesday I went out on my beloved electric bike, on one of my favourite rides.
It goes through the plague village of Eyam, five and a half miles away. Do you know the history of Eyam? In 1665 the plague arrived from London via fleas in a bolt of cloth brought by a tailor, and 260 villagers died as a result. This is estimated to be about a third of the population. But the remarkable thing about Eyam is that the vicar, Rev. Mompesson, persuaded the villagers to completely isolate themselves and the village from surrounding towns and villages, to keep the plague from spreading. They did this, and they contained the plague.
There is a tiny museum there which documents the history, and the cottages where the plague began have signs outside.
If you’ve never been, the village is worth a visit. I find the history of the villagers’ sacrifice very moving, and I’m rereading a fictionalised account called Year of Wonders, written by the Pulitzer prize winning author, Geraldine Brooks. It’s a wonderful book.
When I got back from the bike ride, Chrissie came for lunch in the garden and we caught up on all the things old friends have to catch up on. No names, no pack drill.
Yesterday Dave and I walked down the Trail to Hassop Station for breakfast. I haven’t seen any bacon in weeks, so that was a treat.
Neither of us much like the coffee there, but we do like the walk and we do like the chat.
When we got back we played table tennis on the back lawn - another treat. Although our table tennis table is out all summer, we don’t play as often as I’d like, because Dave takes his game seriously and 4 out of 5 days at Hepworth Towers, there is a wind, so he won’t play. I play for fun and wind doesn’t stop me. This week with the heat wave we’ve had some blessedly still, quiet days and he’s had no excuse.
After that I worked on a painting, and at 4 o clock decided to go for a walk. Dave was in the bath after a bike ride. I walked two minutes along our lane and was met by a mountain of foliage head height, completely blocking the lane. I wish I’d taken a photo then! A huge branch, 18 inches in diameter and strangled by ivy, had broken off a large tree and fallen across the road and over the opposite wall.
I knew Dave would want to know, so I rushed back and told him and he jumped out of the bath, pulled on some clothes, grabbed his chain saw from the shed and got to work. Meanwhile, I telephoned the farmer, and left him a voicemail. It turned out he was on holiday and his manager was unavailable.
The pictures show Dave after half an hour’s work.
Today I’m having my monthly picnic with Liz, lover of swifts.
It’s been a lovely week here. I wish it was lovely elsewhere.
Tuesday, August 12, 2025
Murdered by the Israelis
Anas al-Sharif, an Al Jazeera reporter, was killed by an Israeli airstrike on Sunday night. This is the message he had prepared for his family, and his call for the world not to forget Gaza
The following statement was posthumously published on Anas al-Sharif’s X account, after an attack on a tent for journalists near al-Shifa hospital in Gaza City. Seven people in total were killed including al-Sharif, the Al Jazeera correspondent Mohammed Qreiqeh, and camera operators Ibrahim Zaher, Mohammed Noufal and Moamen Aliwa, according to Al Jazeera.
This is my will and my final message. If these words reach you, know that Israel has succeeded in killing me and silencing my voice.
First, peace be upon you and Allah’s mercy and blessings. Allah knows I gave every effort and all my strength to be a support and a voice for my people, ever since I opened my eyes to life in the alleys and streets of the Jabaliya refugee camp. My hope was that Allah would extend my life so I could return with my family and loved ones to our original town of occupied Asqalan (al-Majdal). But Allah’s will came first, and His decree is final.
I have lived through pain in all its details, tasted suffering and loss many times, yet I never once hesitated to convey the truth as it is, without distortion or falsification – so that Allah may bear witness against those who stayed silent, those who accepted our killing, those who choked our breath, and whose hearts were unmoved by the scattered remains of our children and women, doing nothing to stop the massacre that our people have faced for more than a year and a half.
I entrust you with Palestine – the jewel in the crown of the Muslim world, the heartbeat of every free person in this world. I entrust you with its people, with its wronged and innocent children who never had the time to dream or live in safety and peace. Their pure bodies were crushed under thousands of tons of Israeli bombs and missiles, torn apart and scattered across the walls. I urge you not to let chains silence you, nor borders restrain you. Be bridges toward the liberation of the land and its people, until the sun of dignity and freedom rises over our stolen homeland.
I entrust you to take care of my family. I entrust you with my beloved daughter, Sham, the light of my eyes, whom I never got the chance to watch grow up as I had dreamed. I entrust you with my dear son, Salah, whom I had wished to support and accompany through life until he grew strong enough to carry my burden and continue the mission. I entrust you with my beloved mother, whose blessed prayers brought me to where I am, whose supplications were my fortress and whose light guided my path. I pray that Allah grants her strength and rewards her on my behalf with the best of rewards.
I also entrust you with my lifelong companion, my beloved wife, Umm Salah (Bayan), from whom the war separated me for many long days and months. Yet she remained faithful to our bond, steadfast as the trunk of an olive tree that does not bend – patient, trusting in Allah, and carrying the responsibility in my absence with all her strength and faith. I urge you to stand by them, to be their support after Allah Almighty.
If I die, I die steadfast upon my principles. I testify before Allah that I am content with His decree, certain of meeting Him, and assured that what is with Allah is better and everlasting. O Allah, accept me among the martyrs, forgive my past and future sins, and make my blood a light that illuminates the path of freedom for my people and my family. Forgive me if I have fallen short, and pray for me with mercy, for I kept my promise and never changed or betrayed it.
Do not forget Gaza. And do not forget me in your sincere prayers for forgiveness and acceptance.
Monday, August 11, 2025
Words words words
I have a free day and warm weather forecast and yet I feel ineffably depressed.
How can it be that the governments of the western world are still just making statements, and NOT DOING ANYTHING THAT WOULD MAKE A DIFFERENCE, such as imposing swingeing sanctions on the terrorist state of Israel.
How many more Palestinians in Gaza and the West Bank have to suffer violence or starvation or die, before politicians actually DO something? Soon it will be too late.
Meanwhile I am in awe of all those brave protesters, facing certain arrest, who silently sat with placards in Parliament Square on Saturday to demonstrate against the genocide, and for the right to protest, and against the proscription of Palestine Action (a non violent protest group trying to stop the genocide.)
Meanwhile, not reported in the press was another London demo against the genocide, which was supported by 100,000 people, according to the Palestine Solidarity Campaign, who organised it.
I had considered travelling to London to go on this but in the end I decided to donate my train fare to Medical Aid for Palestinians, and a tenner to PSC. These demonstrations have been going on in London at least every two months since October 2023, and they are seldom reported in the press. I decided that going on the one on Saturday would make me feel better, but it wouldn’t do anything to help the cause.
My friend Michelle said she was also going to donate her fare but her plans changed and she was a short trip away so she decided to join the demo. Here is a photo of her to brighten up this gloomy blog.
Thursday, August 07, 2025
Him and me and ChatGBT
It’s been busy and happy and lovely here since Saturday when our American family arrived for a visit, and now they’re on their way home and I don’t know when I’ll see them again and I’m feeling deflated and sad, and the house is far too quiet. Having been brought up with two sisters and two brothers, I like having a house full of people I love. Now it’s just Dave and me and ChatGBT.
Usually I have my next trip to see my Americans planned months ahead, but the way things stand politically, coupled with my views expressed on here, I don’t feel 100% sure of a hassle-free trip through immigration. And I am not as brave as those septuagenarians who are holding up placards saying “I oppose genocide. I support Palestine Action” and risking all the indignities and discomforts and restrictions of being arrested, let alone being sentenced to 14 years in prison.
It has been beyond wonderful to have all our kids and grandkids together - British and American. It happens so rarely, and now the grandkids are growing up, who knows when the next time will be? They’re now aged 21, 19, 15, 13, and nearly 3 and it’s heartwarming to see how well they all get on.
Oh for those early days on the blog when I was allowed to show you photos of them. Ooh, just had permission to use this one of Lux climbing while her two older cousins look on and encourage her:
I mentioned ChatGBT because it’s Dave’s new best friend. He can talk to it for hours and hours about all his pet subjects - ancestry, Catullus, Kilvert’s Diary, astrophysics, politics - and it’s eyes don’t glaze over. Ever. If you’re married to someone with ASD I recommend that you sign them up. Dave said the other day “I have more interesting conversations with ChatGBT than most people I meet.”
I am happy for him.
Friday, August 01, 2025
Musing
As I was driving home from Aldi this morning I was thinking about Gaza, which is usually on my mind either background or foreground, and I was thinking about a friend who told me they prayed for peace.
I said I couldn’t believe in praying for peace, although I did believe in praying for individuals. And that made me think of something I read on Di McDougal’s blog this week. “We can’t heal the world but we can heal the moment.” (Link to Di’s blog at the side of my blog.)
But I remembered it wrong…I remembered it as “We can’t bring peace to the world but we can bring it to the moment.” I am easily angered these days, which I think comes from frustration at world politicians, and their refusal to listen to the people they are supposed to represent. This frustration comes out towards other people in the immediate environment, people who have merely done small forgivable things that irritate me. So I’m going to try to keep in my mind both of these sayings.
We can’t heal the world but we can heal the moment.
We can’t bring peace to the world but we can bring it to this moment.
By the way…
This is the painting I brought home from the Contemporary Landscape course.
It’s popular on Instagram and yet I can take it or leave it. I mean…I think it’s ok as a painting but I wouldn’t want it on my wall.
Thursday, July 31, 2025
Wednesday, July 30, 2025
War crimes
I am sorry it’s been a week since I’ve blogged.
I was revving up to tell you about an art course I’ve been on, and various other bits of news from Hepworth Towers, but now, since Keir Starmer’s hopeless statement on Gaza this week, I don’t have the heart.
We need outright condemnation of Israel, complete sanctions - trade and otherwise - and recognition of Palestine as a state now. It should have happened years ago. Saying it won’t happen if there is a ceasefire is ridiculous. Israel is not to be trusted: it broke the last ceasefire. Its plans for Gaza and Palestinians are open and obscene. We need an end to the war, and an end to any kind of friendship or support for Israel while they pursue their obscenities.
In his unwavering support for Israel, Keir Starmer is complicit in the genocide.
Wednesday, July 23, 2025
First step
At last the ‘western world’ has spoken out against Israel’s barbarity.
As expected, Israel doesn’t care.
Now, we need concrete action to stop the genocide. And we need it NOW, as starving Palestinians are dying of malnutrition every day, while others are being killed as they queue for food.
On Saturday I was part of a refugee hospitality day, welcoming refugees and asylum seekers living in Derby to a day out in Bakewell.
We run two or three of these every year. We pay for the bus to bring our guests, provide craft activities making things to take away, take them a walk along the river, on a visit to the folk museum; we provide a lovely lunch, games inside and in the garden, but most importantly, a warm and friendly welcome.
There is a lot of preparation beforehand, and for those on the committee (of which I’m one) it’s tiring. OK, I admit that for various reasons, this time I was so exhausted I stayed in bed until 2 pm the next day. But it was worth it.
We’re not offering solutions to our visitors’ problems, we’re offering a day out from their difficult lives, and we’re creating happy memories too. The feedback we get is heartwarming. The smiles, the thanks, the hugs and the waves from our guests at the end of the day are precious.
Here’s a comment from one of our guests in April “Thank you very much. I have never experienced such a wonderful moment since I arrived in England.”
HOME by Warsan Shire
Watch and listen
Or read it here:
Home
no
one leaves home unless
home is the mouth of a shark
you only run for the border
when you see the whole city running as well
your
neighbors running faster than you
breath bloody in their throats
the boy you went to school with
who kissed you dizzy behind the old tin factory
is holding a gun bigger than his body
you only leave home
when home won’t let you stay.
no
one leaves home unless home chases you
fire under feet
hot blood in your belly
it’s not something you ever thought of doing
until the blade burnt threats into
your neck
and even then you carried the anthem under
your breath
only tearing up your passport in an airport toilets
sobbing as each mouthful of paper
made it clear that you wouldn’t be going back.
you
have to understand,
that no one puts their children in a boat
unless the water is safer than the land
no one burns their palms
under trains
beneath carriages
no one spends days and nights in the stomach of a truck
feeding on newspaper unless the miles travelled
means something more than journey.
no one crawls under fences
no one wants to be beaten
pitied
no
one chooses refugee camps
or strip searches where your
body is left aching
or prison,
because prison is safer
than a city of fire
and one prison guard
in the night
is better than a truckload
of men who look like your father
no one could take it
no one could stomach it
no one skin would be tough enough
the
go home blacks
refugees
dirty immigrants
asylum seekers
sucking our country dry
niggers with their hands out
they smell strange
savage
messed up their country and now they want
to mess ours up
how do the words
the dirty looks
roll off your backs
maybe because the blow is softer
than a limb torn off
or
the words are more tender
than fourteen men between
your legs
or the insults are easier
to swallow
than rubble
than bone
than your child body
in pieces.
i want to go home,
but home is the mouth of a shark
home is the barrel of the gun
and no one would leave home
unless home chased you to the shore
unless home told you
to quicken your legs
leave your clothes behind
crawl through the desert
wade through the oceans
drown
save
be hunger
beg
forget pride
your survival is more important
no
one leaves home until home is a sweaty voice in your ear
saying-
leave,
run away from me now
I don’t know what I’ve become
but i know that anywhere
is safer than here
Warsan Shire
Friday, July 18, 2025
Only one topic
Look, I have no idea when I will be able to blog again about something other than Gaza.
I am so appalled by this government’s lack of concern for what is happening there. I am so depressed and so angry.
Look at Starmer’s response in the Commons to this question asked by Imran Hussain in Prime Minister’s Questions:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9aTNGXbcL8U
And this week the EU refused to take sanctions against Israel. So they are complicit too.
Tomorrow there is a big demo in London STOP STARVING GAZA
https://palestinecampaign.org/events/national-march-for-palestine-stop-starving-gaza/
which unfortunately I can’t go to, as I am involved in our Refugee Hospitality Day.
The majority of the British public are appalled by what Israel is doing.
Israeli teenagers are burning their draft papers because they won’t take part in a genocide
New graduates of Edinburgh University walked out of their graduation ceremony this week in protest at the university’s investments in companies complicit in the war on Gaza.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QehJYTZ7ssc
Have you written to your MP lately?
Are you boycotting Israeli goods?
Have you checked your investments to make sure none of them support Israel?
I am asking you, because I can’t think of anything else that I can do to stop this obscenity, an obscenity that will go down in history as an atrocity allowed by the politicians of the western world.
Thursday, July 17, 2025
Friday, July 11, 2025
Lucky
Every morning when I switch on the shower I am thankful. It’s just something that comes over me. I think of all the people who don’t have showers, don’t have food, don’t have safety, don’t have roofs. I think of people in Gaza who are starving, and who get shot when queueing for food.
I am so fortunate.
The trainee GP I saw ten days ago saw my Gaza bracelet and asked if I was from Gaza.
“No,” I said, “but I can’t bear what is happening there. I can’t bear that the world is standing by and letting it happen.”
“I am from Gaza,” she said.
We had a short conversation about it, but it was my eyes that filled with tears.
She referred me to the hospital for a gastroscopy, and yesterday I had it.
The consultant gastroenterologist introduced himself with a name of Middle Eastern origins. And when he saw my bracelet he said “Fine bracelet.”
Everything went smoothly. I’d been nervous, but there was no need. The nurses were kind and efficient. The doctor was friendly and skilful. And I came home with the results of what they could see with the camera. The biopsy results will come later. I have some problems, but none of them are dire.
I am so grateful for the care of the NHS, damaged as it is by the purposeful neglect of previous governments. Will this one improve things? We’ll have to see.
I’m so grateful for Dave’s tender care, and for the love of my family and friends.
I’m so grateful for where I live.
This was me picking sweet peas in my pyjamas yesterday morning.
Today I’ve been instructed by Dave to take it easy; it’s only 7 o clock and he’s already washed the kitchen and bathroom floors. What a guy!
Liz is dropping by for a quick hello and to bring me some Welsh cakes.
I’ve got it made.
Sunday, July 06, 2025
This week
I know I owe you a post. Here are the headlines.
The docs have not found a solution to my annoying but minor health problem but they’re still on the case.
Dave is always very nice to me when I'm under the weather. I gave him a big hug the other day and said: "Thank you for being so sweet. I know you'll look after me when I'm old and decrepit," and he said "I already do."
The garden was bone dry and the seedlings not growing, but today we have woken up to steady rain and I’m delighted for the garden and the farmers.
I’ve been:
cooking and freezing stuff for the next Refugee Hospitality Day lunch;
picking raspberries every two days, eating some, freezing some for Eton mess when the Americans come in August;
picked and frozen gooseberries;
picked blackcurrants and we made some jam. There are more to be picked.
Saturday, June 28, 2025
The latest from here
I am still under par, physically, but I won’t bore you with the details. At least I can paint, at least my beloved 2 year old granddaughter can visit, and above all, I’m thankful for Dave’s patience and loving care.
Here is a letter to be sent to MPs. Please use it if you’d like to.
Below that is my latest painting, almost finished.
Monday, June 23, 2025
What is there left to do to stop the genocide?
This the opening paragraph of an article in the Guardian today written by Sally Rooney. It’s about Palestine Action which is trying to stop the genocide. The majority of the British people want action to stop the genocide.
Writing on Sunday, the Palestine Solidarity Committee reported that in the previous 48 hours, 200 Palestinians had been killed and over 1000 injured. Starving Palestinians are being lured to food distribution sites and then killed.
How do we do it? How do we get Starmer to change course and cut off ties with Israel when we have tried every peaceful method we can think of - writing to our MPs, demonstrating, writing to the papers. There has been a demo in London every month since the war on Gaza began. Last Saturday 350,000 people held a peaceful march through London.
Did you know that:
- the UK airforce flies reconnaissance planes over Gaza
- Starmer allows Israeli planes to use the UK air base in Cyprus
- the UK army train officers of the Israeli Defence Force
- the UK supplies F35 parts for war planes which Israel use
The U.K. government knows the majority agrees with the marchers, and that their position - complicity with Israel - is a fringe position, out of step with the majority of public opinion.
I am at a loss. Of course, Palestine Action tried something else (as above) and they have been called terrorists and are being threatened with being made a proscribed organisation.
I have just written to my MP again, but I told Dave yesterday I felt like chaining myself to the railings of Downing Street.
Saturday, June 21, 2025
Books, books, books
I am currently taking an antibiotic, of which a common side effect is insomnia, which means I am awake for several hours in the middle of the night. And I have to say that episodes of Grace and Frankie - which I have already seen twice - are a wonderful comfort. I have also rewatched a couple of episodes of As Time Goes By. They offer similar succour.
Along similar lines, the topic for our next Bakewell Quaker newsletter is “Which three books or authors do you return to and why?” which Chrissie Poulson (also a member of Bakewell Meeting) suggested. She has sent her contribution to me, as the editor, but also put it on her blog to which there is a link at the side of my blog. So I thought I’d follow suit and share my contribution with you.
It was very very hard choosing just three, but here are my choices of books/authors in no particular order :
Leaving Home by Garrison Keillor - because it’s a comfort. The book is insightful and amusing, and it’s about ordinary people. I prefer reading about everyday life and everyday people to reading about ‘important’ people.
The novels of Anne Tyler - because she also writes so well about ordinary people with ordinary lives. Her books are entertaining, hold valuable insights into human nature and human dilemmas, and they are well written in a style I like. I don’t read books that have a writing style I don’t like, no matter how worthy or highly recommended they are. For example I have stopped reading Barbara Kingsolver’s books because although she has a nice style, she uses two pages to express something when two sentences would do, and it drives me nuts. Incidentally, I just listened to one of her earlier books on BBC Radio Sounds, and I enjoyed it, because it was abridged. The title is Holding the line: women in the great Arizona mine strike.
My third choice is a set of three poetry anthologies published by Bloodaxe: Staying Alive, Being Alive, and Being Human - because they offer such a huge and fantastic collection of contemporary poetry. ( I rarely like poetry written before the 20th century, and yes that does include Shakespeare, so sue me.) The poems in these anthologies deal with every aspect of life - birth, death, growing up, family, love life, war and peace, war and survival, living in hope, loss, the daily round, and much much more. These anthologies offer me food for thought, consolation, encouragement, inspiration, explanations, and sometimes humour. Here are two poets’ words on poetry which express how I feel:
Dana Gioa: “Poetry is the art of using words charged with their utmost meaning.”
R.S.Thomas: “Poetry is that which arrives at the intellect by way of the heart.”
Here are three poems I found in one or other of these anthologies:
Thursday, June 19, 2025
Life goes on
I just asked Dave how I could possibly write about domestic trivia on here when the world is in such a dire state, with another obscene war begun by the Israelis and western leaders on the brink of assisting them. Oh my God! When will these people see that all war does is create suffering and vast piles of wealth for arms manufacturers and dealers? When will they invest in peace building and negotiation?
Dave said we need distractions and something to laugh about so I should go ahead with something light.
Do you remember when our trusty AEG cooker packed up after 27 years of faithful service ( at Christmas 🙄) and we bought a state of the art cooker with an induction hob? This was 18 months ago. Dave hated that cooker because it was black. I see stainless steel, but he sees black.
He has an irrational but very real hatred of black. He says it’s too looming. It’s a very dark presence sucking the light out of the room. Apparently there is a phobia called melanophobia: he doesn’t have that but he’s on the brink.
I suppose I should tell you that when I am away from home Dave spends a lot of time sitting in the kitchen with the radio on, while he plays his guitar. He also likes to sit in there and read (yes, we do have a sitting room) so the environment matters.
So…he shaped and polished an aluminium sheet to sit on the top of it to get rid of some of the black. It helped, but the problem remained …he hated the cooker.
On April 14 this year, the induction hob on the cooker packed up. It emitted a loud pop and went on strike. Six weeks later it had still not been mended, despite being covered by a full warranty. I won’t bore you with the prolonged and tedious bureaucratic shenanigans that went on between us, the warranty organisers, the repair centre and the manufacturer, Aga Rangemaster. It was awful. 8 weeks after it packed up, Aga agreed we could have a refund from the retailer, or a new cooker from Aga. We got a refund and now own a cooker which has some white on it. Having spent hours trawling the internet I have to tell you that 90% of freestanding cookers are black. Why is that?
Well…Dave has made a white facade that slots over the handles when the oven is not in use, which let’s face it, is usually 23 hours a day.
The aluminium sheet covers the hob when that is not in use, so now there is very little black to disturb anyone.
The problem is that I keep forgetting about the facade and trying to open the oven door and breaking the facade, but you can’t have everything. And frankly,I am just delighted that I can stop thinking about cookers. It’s not as if I liked cooking.
Tuesday, June 17, 2025
Blank space
I was going to tell you something funny today but I made the mistake of reading the news first.
Israel has attacked Iran because it didn’t like being criticised over Gaza, and it wanted to deflect the attention of politicians. It worked. Now no politician is talking about Gaza.
I mean…they weren’t actually DOING anything, but at least they were talking about it.
Medical Aid for Palestinians has been working in Gaza for 40 years, and still is.
You can donate to them here
Thursday, June 12, 2025
Last day picture postcard
Our last day…perfect.
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En route to the beach |
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En route to the beach |
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The beach! |
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That’s me in the cossie - yes, I went in. |
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Goodbye till next year |
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Afternoon tea at Perennial gardens |
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Evening walk - going home from the harbour |